Yo. This Child Educ. class sucks. UHG. I suck! I shouldn’t have procrastinated and now all I want to do is scream! 🙂
Went and saw Rocketman last night. It was very good. Not sure if I feel it’s on par with Bohemian Rhapsody. Maybe I’ll watch it again. Love you, Taron.
Currently sitting in a booth with my little sister, we’ve got our laptops out and such…HOMEWORK time.
The thing is I can’t focus on what to write, and the way my hands are positioned above my keyboard is uncomfortable and not natural. It looks like I’m playing the piano.
Anyway, there’s this group of three sitting around a round table. Two men and a woman. They’re all done up, but casually. So, the men are wearing Italian leather shoes with jeans rolled up at the bottom, with nice wrist watches and fresh haircuts, and plaid button-up shirts. The woman is really pretty, too. Her hair is chopped short above her shoulders and has nice wavy curls in it like in the hair commercials. Her pants are big around her tiny waist (fashion-choice) and the stripes are horizontal and tall.
A man walks in. He’s heavier set and not as clean-cut. He wears a leather jacket and what looks like Nike or Oasis sneakers. He is not as done up as them, but one of them stands up and greets him with one of those one arm guy hugs and then they fist bump or whatever.
“Hey man, it’s good to see you!” Says plaid shirt with Italian leather shoes, “How’re you doing?”
“I’ve had better days,” says leather jacket. They all sit down. The three done-ups sort of sitting on one side of the round table facing the non-done up guy. He’s having…marriage problems, I think. Says something about “she thinks I’m…and I’ve dated some girls…she’s dated here and there…but now…”
For once I am peeved that the strangers near me aren’t being obnoxiously loud. LET ME HEAR ABOUT YOUR LIFE! I DON’T WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK!
I am a young Christian; I am inexperienced in the ways of adulthood and am sort of floating on the cloud of uncertainty while I still manage to find time to play Club Penguin and write a blog that no one is going to read.
My whole life it seems I’ve just been in one long relationship, ever since I can remember I’ve been hung up on a boy, and I’ve just recently become truly single and I’m really enjoying it!… I’m just very confused most of the time. Like, what am I supposed to do with all of this alone time, or, whoa I’m horny! Now what…?
I mean, I’m not completely useless. I have substance in my personality and character, but it just seems like now I am having to introduce myself…to myself…?; Because for so long, a large part of me was always being given to someone else. Now that I have myself to myself, it’s difficult to figure out what truly fits within my mental/emotional structure, and what is leftover debris from my previous relationship(s).
Anyway, it’s not all confusion. A lot of things have come to light, like: I’m not actually a partier, I just tried to be because Ex. No. 5 loved to control what I could/couldn’t do, who I could/couldn’t hangout with and naturally I rebelled. No.5 often liked to take up the role of an abusive parent. Oddly enough, we’re pretty tight now, and he comes to me for girl advice (I offered!).
I’m thinking of posting a sort of…story, if you will, about each Ex I’ve had and what I’ve learned from them. So maybe any girl who stumbles across this mess might learn something the easy way! BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE!
Thoughts?
Silly Little Thoughts 